I am Me

Sometimes it is hard to not compare yourself to the people around you and the people you grew up with. It's really easy to be negative and most people compare others at their best with you are your worst. I was just reading some blogs and feeling really depressed because they were doing things I always wanted to do but didn't, or they have things I always wanted. So this blog is a reminder to me that just because life isn't how I pictured it doesn't mean it's bad. Some people have careers, even the careers I always thought I would have at this age. But I have Kyler. I am a mom and I love it. Some mom's have clean houses. I have a job, and not a lot of energy. I love my job and love helping support my family. Some mom's have their family on good schedules. I have a wonderful husband who not only supports our family but also cooks dinner. Which means we go by his schedule, which varies depending on the day. I don't have to have the picture perfect life or life I always pictured to be happy about how my life is. The funny thing about this is realizing I was picturing my life all wrong. 48 hour days, at least. Going to work, cleaning the house, making dinner, scriptures and prayers, bath time and bed by 830 so I can still have time to talk to my husband before getting 8 full hours of sleep so I could wake up in time to make my families breakfast and lunch, get everyone all perfect and ready and go to work again. YEAH RIGHT!! So I didn't go back to school? I married a wonderful man and started my family. So my baby doesn't have a perfect schedule and all the extra stuff I thought i'd do with my kids. But he is happy and healthy and will always have my love. Life is never how We plan it to be. Live for today, you never know what tomorrow brings.