Half Way! Day 15

Blog 1

Dreams

Dreams...this word could mean 2 things. It could mean things I wish/hope for or things I actually dream about at night. I guess my dream for life would be to be a successful wife and mother and then to be successful in my career as well. I wish I could go to school but the reality is life happens and things don't always go the way we want. Not that I had a drastic change or something in my life. I just didn't realize, when I planned my life as a child, that life isn't always as easy as it seems. I always thought I would go to college, get married and have a couple kids and then be a full time teacher. Well, then I decided I didn't want to be a teacher. It was harder to go back to school not knowing what I was going to do with my schooling especially knowing I'd have to pay for it all, eventually. Then I decided I wanted to be a wedding planner. One online class for only $500. Would have worked out perfect if it weren't for our stupid renters not paying us month after month. And then we decided it was time to start our family. And now I have a great job at a pediatricians office working good hours. Things are great, they just never go as planned. And I just have to keep reminding myself that. I'm a major perfectionist so when things don't go to plan I tend to feel frustrated. I just have to remember that just because plans changed doesn't mean things are bad. I just have to live for today and make the best of it. G
And then there are the dreams I have at night...I have a pretty good memory so I can easily remember my dreams. Which is sometimes nice but sometimes not because if it was a bad dream I have a hard time getting it out of my head. Luckily, I don't have many nightmares. I refuse to watch scary movies because I'm afraid of having nightmares. I dream about work a lot. Which is sometimes annoying because I usually dream about the stressful parts and then I can't sleep well. I like dreams. I thinks it can be so interesting to think about the stories your mind puts together when you're sleeping.

Blog 2

A fan

As in what I'm a fan of? I am a fan of music. I've been in 2 official fan clubs. Fall Out Boy and Panic! At The Disco. I used to be able to tell you everything there is to know about those two bands. But now I'm a mom with better things to do then follow other peoples lives. And now I'm sad to say Panic! came out with a new cd and I didn't even know about it until I heard their song on the radio. Sad day for me, realizing I'm growing up. Here's what I can remember...
Fall Out Boy:
Patrick is the lead singer. Pete Wentz is the bassist and back up singer and he writes most of the lyrics. And he is married to Ashley Simpson (I'm not sure why!) and they have a son named Bronx Mogli Wentz. Andy is the guitarist and joe is the drummer. Their producer or label or whatever its called is Fueled by Ramen. Sad. I used to know a lot more.
Panic! At The Disco:
Brenden Urie is the lead singer. I kissed him on the cheek. He grew up LDS. Ryan Ross was the guitarist (I sadly just learned he isn't even in the band anymore). I kissed him on the cheek too. He wrote a lot of their first lyrics. And I don't know the other band/former band members names. They are from Las Vegas and were made famous by Pete Wentz.
And that's all I can think of for now.
I'm also a fan of Edward Norton and Jonny Depp isn't too bad either.