So do I get the job?

Occupations I wouldn't mind having (but don't have, and probably never will):

A wedding planner
A psychologist/ child psychologist
An elementary teacher
A writer
An author of childrens books
A stay at home mom

I guess the great thing about my life is that I do get a taste of all of those. I just wish it were more. I can write whenever I can find time, which lately is never. I help my mom with wedding flowers and that sort of helps with the wedding planning thing but I do eventually plan on making that a career. And being a mom helps with the teaching and psychology part. I just wish I could stay home all the time with my baby (and my babies in the future).

If life went the way I wish it did I would be a stay at home mom who did wedding planning once a month and wrote books in my spare time. A girl can only wish.

So if you guys ever wonder if it was nice to know you...

I tell you, now, that it was.

I am inspired to write a story but I can't. I can't because I don't want someone reading it on here and thinking its about them. And I can't write it, even if I don't share it on here because I am scared it could actually become true. I'm sure this sounds weird and might be hard to understand but if you knew what I were really talking about you would completely understand. So I guess it will have to be satisfying enough to know that I can write it, even if I don't. Which is sad because I know it would be good and people would appriciate my writing. It's similar to the highly liked, yet scary/creepy story I wrote in high school, only more realistic. Believe me, I'm going crazy by not writing it but the outcome of actually writing it, I fear, could be harmful or even...fatal. Not to creep you out or anything...muahahah! (Sorry, I couldn't help myself.)